Migraine. Not a headache. Not something that goes away when
you take two paracetamol. Not a headache. Not a convenient excuse to phone in
sick with. Not a headache.
Migraine. Losing my eyesight. Not being able to put my head
on a pillow. Vomiting. Feeling like my head will explode from the pressure.
Drugs. A lot of drugs. Injections in my head. Lying in the dark.
Hospitalisation. Confusion. Exhaustion. Sometimes seizures.
Definitely not a headache.
Migraine. Nothing to do with chocolate, red wine or cheese.
Nothing to do with my periods, my weight, or stress levels. Nothing to do with
being tired, or trying to do too much. Nothing to do with going on Guide camp,
or Brownie holiday.
Migraine. It’s great that paracetamol/ lavender oil/ a cold
compress/ ibuprofen/ a migraine stick/ not eating cheese, dairy, wheat, alcohol, yeast,
chocolate... etc/ yoga/ standing on your head/ talking about it/ not talking
about it/ lying down in a darkened room/ exercise/ resting/ not making a fuss/
getting on with things/ taking some time out... works for you. Sadly I need
drugs. Strong drugs: Sumatriptan, Polychloraperazine, ibuprofen, clobazam.
Occipital nerve blocker injections. And when and if they work, sleep. A lot of
sleep. A sick bucket. The dark. The quiet. And sometimes none of that works.
In the UK today 190,000
people will have a migraine. And that’s just the ones we know about. I don’t
have one today *hurrah* But I might do tomorrow. Although I try not to think
like that.
I have what’s called chronic migraine that means without
intervention I have 15 or more days pain per month. It started after a bout of
what we think was meningitis in 2011. Either that or that was the first
migraine. Only last week my partner said that his parents came to visit me
while I was in hospital. No clue. Apparently my Mum spoke to me around the same
time and I was talking slurred gibberish. No clue about that either.
Anyone can get migraine – children, teens, adults. It doesn't
discriminate. Sadly, many of us with migraine are discriminated against –
support from the medical profession is notoriously hard to find, it’s difficult
to gain support at school, college or work when many, many people use
‘migraines’ as shorthand for a headache. And that’s not to put down the effect
a rotten headache can have on you. But there is a difference between that and
migraine.
1st – 7th September is National
Migraine Awareness week – awareness and understanding of migraine is incredibly
low yet more people suffer with migraine that with Asthma, Epilepsy and
Diabetes combined. Why not get involved
– join in the discussion on Facebook
or Twitter using the hashtag
#morethanjustaheadache. Or just go onto the Migraine Trust’s website and have a look
at how migraine affects 1 in 7 of the UK population. The travelling diary is
particularly good.
Migraine. Not a headache.
